Walking into new stage of life

I've decided to walk out of my comfort zone.


Yes. I will be a civilian from 1st Sept 2010. I have mixed feelings. Happy becos I am leaving. Sad becos of the friendship. Scared becos of the uncertainty. Nevertheless, dun look back.

It took me lots of courage to fill up the form. Haha! Lazy people like me prefer routines. Wake up, Work, Go home, Slp. And cycle continues. But I feel this cannot go on. No life, no direction, no aim, no purpose. Hopefully I can find a job I like. Thats about it.


Oh ya.. I received a sms that really cheered me up! I can't stop smiling, for a short moment. Becos it was a wrong text. I almost dropped flat down. Stupid.


And I received another sms that turned my world upside down. Wooooooo... Extremely great impact. I couldn't believe it affected me so badly. Retribution, I guessed. Wouldn't wanna go into it anymore.

Thank you.

Dilemma..

When u r in yr comfort zone, it is hard to step out of it cos u r unsure of the future.

Tough decision but I will definitely leave.

I just cannot stand some people inside. U talked as if everything is easy. U talked as if u r the one doing. U talked as if we have 58493725897432 of manpower. Come on, think before u speak, think before u make a decision. Pardon me for my rudeness. I know I am stubborn. Sorry, cannot help it. U guys disgusted me.

Sometimes, I feel that we are like trash. U made us looked like one.

Of cos, there are also good guys around. Logical and precise. I respect yr leadership skills.

Looking for job now! If u know I am an insurance agent, pick up my call next time!! HAHAHAHA!

Signed off with love,
Kenny